I am the loud friend. All of my friends are quiet. I am the outgoing Im but I’m also not who they think. It’s been 2 years and I still don’t have anyone I really trust. Like Im pretty open with my best friend but she dosnt know everything. Im really insecure and I have suicidal thoughts. Like what would happen if I ended it? Who would actually miss me? My family? Friends? Anyone? And the stupid thing is I can act like everything is okay when nothing is okay. Im drowning in my thoughts and feeling and cant tell anyone about it.
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