couldn't do anything about it so I told our mutual friend away to ask if he's OK with me talking with him And before He could ask Stefan was gone so he didn't have the chance to ask him anything I just wanted to know if it was OK and I just wanted to clear things up with him and wanted to tell him that if you ever wanted to talk he can because he was really lonely Because I was like he cannot come and talk to anyone directly because he feels like a fool and he feels guilty But then I was just in my bed Then I saw him go to Beatrice's room the Talk with her and I know the she will forgive him So I really don't what what to do I know I can never be close with Beatrice again because it's gonna hurt me but everyone else is close with her so I basically have to stay away from every to protect myself but this time I'm genuinely going to be all alone