But our Beatrice saw was me and him She got really mad at him and me but more towards him But then I felt like everyone was mad at me all over again but when I was drunk I don't know what I was doing I was not supposed to do it again but I did And then us girls we had a conversation and that's when she told Beatrice told me that Stephen and her they had a thing they were getting close and they started kissing making out they were kind of getting serious But to me I'll Beatrice before all of this when I was doing my thing with Stefan was she's talking with this blonde guy from outside the school and stuff so obviously there was no way for me to know And then Maria goes I'm so sorry I didn't tell you this because this was her thing and that really hurt because what I told her was also my thing and I told her to tell no one about it And then all of us stop talking with Stefan and I saw him be alone all the time and I hated that because he opened up to me the night before and I couldn't do