hello I go by red, an alias but red. I have been so stressed out lately with so many different things I hate to admit it but its really hard to keep up. I always see myself being on top of things and being okay but I am not. my family has started to wonder why I don't answer calls or texts or even keep a conversation. I want to be okay but I don't understand why everything stops me from being okay. its so hard just to even get up out of bed in the mornings now.