i hate the way i look nowadays, i look so ugly. my parents are abusive and hate giving me basic respect or privacy. i go to a muslim school and cut my bangs because my forehead is too big and the teachers and threatening me to cut it off. i will seriously kill myself if anyone cuts my bangs, its the only way i feel a bit confident and my stupid self esteem is normal. at school everyone makes fun of me for looking like a foreigner even though im literally fucking not. whenever i had a crush on somebody i forced myself to stop thinking about them because i dont have a fucking chance. i look so ugly i hate it, ive tried like thousands of things but literally ill look ugly for the rest of my life.