i’m so fucking tired i want my family to actually love me i wish to hear someone say they’re proud of me i’m trying my best mom i’m sorry i can’t be the perfect daughter you wanted i’m sorry dad i always weren’t in the best attitude im sorry sara that i’m always asking for attention and shit i’m sorry isaac for always letting my anger out on you but you always hated me i’m sorry brady for never having time to play with you i’m sorry grandpa for never hugging you and spending time with you i’m sorry grandma that i never understood that words that you spoke to me im sorry smokey that i didn’t protect you im sorry auntie for turning out like this i know you don’t appreciate me im sorry ginger for talking my head off to you but it seems u actually listen to me im sorry ashlee for always being bossy i just wanted you safe im sorry tyler for always asking for a hug i hate myself for being so sorry. im tired and my mental health is winning i promise i’ll be gone soon g.m