im so done. my friends. my school. my hobbies. my life. everything. it seems so pointless. i feel like a puppet. ive done a thousand mental health tests to say "hey, what on earth is happening to me" and i always get results for depression, anxiety, psychosis/schizophrenia, adhd, and ptsd. i cant open up. especially about my interests and my identity. life is not kind to you when you're a mentally ill 13-year-old afab non-binary queer furry polytherian, and frankly, a loser. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck my life bro, i dont even care that im writing this on my school laptop, maybe if someone saw this they could actually fuckin help. maybe one day something might change. - A