i haTE HATE HATE HATE being mentally disabled so BAD i cant even function i cant do anything i cant live i cant feel i cant focus i cant smile i cant do anything of what a normal person is supposed to do i feel fake and inhuman and like a parasite i cant even get meds for it because my mother and father wont let me and im a minor i feel sick i have no other outlet than to cut myself and fantasize and try to kill myself my parents always say "well ppl who arent disabled also struggle" YES I NEVER SAID THEY DIDNT????? people with or without it struggle in life. im just saying i want medication for it so i can feel somewhat of a human instead of a misshapen chunk of melted plastic.