I hate this drunken version of him with a passion. The dr Jekyll Mr Hyde thing is pretty much how he is. What a fucking monster he is. I suppose it's my fault that I spoke 1 word to get him going on and on aggressive towards me. You can't talk to a drunk. If it was a happy go lucky drunk it'd be different. But it's not. they're a fucking monster. Wish I had no relation to him or my relative as both have done me horribly. The relative set idley by knowing full well I was being abused and just laughed it up in their face at our home knowing full well what was done to me by them. How would they have felt if the situation were reversed?! That's why I've felt like hurting the both of them. They're not worth prison time though. I hope time deals with them and karma more than I ever could. No I'm not a perfect human being but I don't go around make other's lives hell and I don't look away when I see and KNOW somebody else is suffering. So excuse me for wanting vengeance. 😤😡🤬