So my bf is kinda abusive ig idk. He tries to control me and belittles me sometimes. It makes me feel like shit and get in my head. But he is so good to me any other time. Like better than anyone i have ever met. I mean some abuse is okay so I can keep that right. Like literally today I didn't have enough money for a text book and he tried to pay for it. He takes care of my snake after my bio dad kicked me out and I couldn't bring it to my moms. No one else would do that. And also I feel so so incredibly bad yk cuz like I kinda have a crush on this guy from work and it is embarrassing af. Like why do i feel this way when I have a bf. Im just so lost
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