I want parents so badly, I want to be cradled like a baby whenever I'm sad, I want to be celebrated for things I do, I want to call someone mom or dad and have it not be an accident. I don't want to circle all of my problems back to my family issues, but it's truly the root of my problems. I know this is really stupid but as a kid I read superhero comics and fantasized about being adopted by them lol I still think about it sometimes, I get sad when I think about how it will never happen since I'm a teenager now and I can't be saved or held like a child