ugh, i feel so guilty... so for context this afternoon my mom was really upset at me, over me wanting to take adhd meds. she gets super super super angry when i cry so she was screaming at me and telling me people without adhd have it really bad too, (which i agree) and that i should just try labelling every detail i know about something in a to do list to help me focus (ive tried, didnt help) so i tried to tell her it didnt help me when i tried so i wanted to try something else and she just got really angry at me yk? and especially since i was crying, she was yelling her throat out telling me to get out of her sight lol. i eventually did once i could snap back into reality. and i was really sad, and admittedly a bit resentful and frustrated at her. and later she gave me a candy and a hug and i felt so sorry so i told her im sorry im really sorry sorry and she said it was ok and that it must be so hard for me and left to take a bath. now i feel so guilty and terrible, im so ungrateful.