im so tired of not being able to lose weight no matter what i do ik starving slows metabolism and supposedly doesnt help you lose weight but i physically cant eat 3 meals a day w snacks in between ill feel so disgusting and i binge so often and all i do is whine about not being skinny when all i fucking do is eat and im so tired of being one of the fattest people i know and no matter what anyone says to me i cant ever feel skinny unless someone asks if ive lost weight and people always say im not fat but im not skinny which is my issue and i just want to wake up one day and be the perfect weight and have the perfect body for the rest of my life because i cant stand the one im in and i hate being this fucking fat so much it sickens me to look in the mirror and i feel nauseous when i see my body in the shower and the only way ill ever feel skinny is when im close to passing out from lack of food or if i can see my hip bones