Rant #32480

i hate having to ask for food i feel so pathetic i wish i could live my myself and buy what i want when i want with my own money going to my sisters apartment is supposed to be a getaway from my parents but it doesnt even feel like that, lazing around in here isnt even what i wanna do im so hungry but i failed when trying to wake my sister up and ask for food like im such a joke this is so embarrassing