i feel worthless .. i let people walk all over me , i have no self respect , i just dont see me as like of value .. i just ket things happen to me , and i let guys do whatever to me and touch me and kiss me and all of that stuff , ive never said no even when i wanted to or when i knew it was wrong , im lustful no matter how much i hate it i always find myself in the same position , its gotten so bad i dont know if i even want it anymore , i dont know if im enjoying it .. i just lay there , and my life seems like its going nowhere , i sit on my ass and just yearn , i dont go to parties or interact with people , i just stay to myself , and i dont know whats wrong with me i just lost all plot
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