Life has just been too much for me including my family and love life and I care so much about the people I’m around but I hate myself so deeply inside. I’m 24 I will say that and I feel ashamed to still have self hate and self harming again. Even though I didn’t cut I did use something to cause scratches that left some scaring. I haven’t self harmed myself for over like 4-6 years and I it did help me feel better during crying. Life is just hard and I fear god hates me shit I hate me.