There's so little I can do in my life despite being an adult. I have no money, no clear future, no support system. Both my mental health and physical health suck. The people I depend on are controlling me because they know there's not much I can do to protect myself. Sometimes I wonder why I'm still bother to live and not just jump off a bridge already. Maybe I'm just overreacting and having a weak will, but I rather die than having to suffer so long just to stay alive and suffer more