So, I’m back. I posted one a week or two ago about how I felt suicidal and such, and after that rant I actually got into a huge argument with my mom which led to her taking away my iPad, but actually the argument caused us to actually talk about our feelings and how she felt and how I felt. She talked about how she barely felt like we had a mother daughter relationship anymore, and I talked about how I felt that every time we talked I felt that she kept dragging back the same subjects making it much more difficult. Both of us hate talking about our feelings, my mom was raised in an environment where she never had someone to talk to about her feelings and emotions, which caused me to learn from her not to talk about myself at all. After this surprisingly beneficial argument my mom gave my iPad back and my mental health is back to normal for now. I hope people experiencing something similar are able to talk things through and get better, with help if needed.