This is funny cos it's like 2017 is happening all over again to me and i used to be dumb. Now im 30 and you'd expect me to be much better at having restraint over this but i am obsessing over whether you will take a look at my story again and im sure i rejected you already in one emoji and i AM thinking logically now and i know what you are actually doing. And yet i still think about this and I want to stop thinking about it and probably you too and that is why this is never gonna make sense and this will never see the light of day