why doesn't anyone reply to me am i annoying or am i just too much like they act like they care but do they really like this isn't even about like a boyfriend or anything and im fucking gay too like pick a fucking struggle but just about friends i feel like im surrounded by so many people but how many of them even care about what I do i talk to people and when they respond its so much less effort than what i say any conversation I have with anyone else I have to start it and yea theyll like keep talking to me but why do i always have to be the one to reach out first also im fucking gay too and yea im like fine with that but it feels like other people will always see me as someone lesser, and i always see myself as someone less than