I’m incredibly exhausted. I feel like i’m loosing myself all over again. I have a partner i live with now and i’m happy about that but i feel so fucking tired right now. I feel like i’m back at a weird stage where i don’t even know who i am. I feel like my brain chemistry is just shifted. i’m anxious all the time i’m depressed. My job makes me genuinely hate my life. It’s so fucking tiring. My manager is genuinely out to get me for no reason. i pull my weight and it’s literally a barista job?! i love my coworkers. i enjoy my work duties. So why does she target me so aggressively?? Why does she talk badly abt me to others about random bs. I’m working and my partner lost his job 3 months ago and still has no job. I don’t get extra money. I feel criticized at work, i feel criticized at home. it’s always what i’m doing wrong. what i can do better. and honestly that’s not even fully true it’s just how i’ve been feeling. i’m just so fucking tired.