I feel like I might be lesbian. But I have a boyfriend. I've been with girls, It feels so natural. When i'm with guys it feels awkward, wrong, and it makes me un-comfy. This girl I was with, she moved schools. She was the best thing that happened to me. I broke up with her because I was scared. I regret it. She made me feel something for once. My bf, hes sweet, but hes rushing things, trying to say the L word, and acting like we're gonna get married. He holds my hand, puts his hand on my thigh, rests his head on my shoulder. I want to tell him to stop but I don't want to hurt him. I got with him because i felt something for him, but then it all happened so fast. But when I was with her... it felt right. Idk what to do anymore.