i feel like my boyfriend doesnt love me. at least not as much as i love him. he doesnt need me like i need him and i feel so unwanted and i just feel like hes dragging me along but i need him so much. im so anxious without him and i dont even feel like a real person let alone like myself. no one in my life believes the things im going through are affecting me as much as they really are. i feel physical pain and i feel sick when i think about him leaving me. i just want him to love me too. why did he want me to be his girlfriend in the first place if he just wants to be alone?