I don't know how to start this and i don't know why i am writing this. so sorry stranger if my grammar is wrong, i am not good at this. i am just here to let it out. I just turned 17 a month ago, my life is not easy here. i have this very draining people. And overthinking kills me every time i am at home. they say that it was a home but growing up it never felt like home. i am so tired living here idk why but it make me sad to the point that i badly want to kill my self.