i wanna kms, people in my school are so insensitive, every gaze, every stares, every conversation, i feel left behind. i always ask to myself: “should i change myself just to fit in?” but i know the truth, it’s all worthless. i feel like i wanna rip my hair out everytime they talk privately and look at me. it’s sickening how they see me as something labeled smart. i wanna kms, i hope i can be three feet off the ground and six feet under as fast as possible.