i feel like dying a little inside i wanna put out the flame on the candle, but doing it slowly, watching the last bit of light flicker before it goes out in simply smoke i've had dreams where i've drifted out on sea and woke up isolated or dead or that it was a dream or that it was a dream and i never woke up i just can't help wishing for that sweet, peaceful death where we go out slowly im already so sick of everything that i've accepted all of it. i just wish selfishly that now i could pass away already without needing to care about anything else