Im gonna fucking do it I swear to god. ill show you that I was sick. Ill show you just how much you "cared" for me. Ill show you just how much I was forgotten. Ill show you just how much I was replaced. Ill show you just how much I hated myself. Ill show you just how much I wanted to bleed. Ill show you. And in the end, you'll regret how you treated me. My absence will finally dawn on you.