I miss her I wish she knew how much I lover her she’s my only reason to even be alive and she’s Gonna kill her self I hate seeing her in pain I tell her how I feel and how much I love her it feels like she’s avoiding it I want be with her my whole life idk if it’s romantic or platonic but she’s the only reason I even want to see tomorrow I’ll be destroyed without her is wish we could go back to how we used to be o can’t even see you now all I can is imagine a life together.Mby we could kill our self together leaving our painful lives or mby be happy together forever but do u love me as much u say u do but ik u don’t or mby u show it differently, but u sometime forget this bc of my empty emotions but when I do remember I hate and love it I js wonna be with u ik I love u more but all I want is for u to be happy I would die for u but u don’t have to feel the same way I’ll js pretend.