I think my teacher is trying to prevent me from committing suicide in secret. She keeps treating me nicely and she complemented my hair, and this might sound normal but she doesn't usually act like this. She's nice of course, but she's just being extra friendly with me for some reason and I don't really understand why. Im thinking that maybe she saw my scars, and she's trying to show me that it isn't worth it, which is nice and every time I find myself thinking about relapsing, I think about her and I don't wanna do it anymore. It just feels like someone finally cares about me enough to actually try and prevent me from doing these self destructive activities.