Hey, old friend. We haven't talked in a long time, about 6 months. You said you needed time to figure yourself out, so I gave you time. It took me a while to stop loving you, and to process my resentment and anger, but I did. I feel like a better person for going through it. But I always wonder, are you doing ok? Do you still get angry or overwhelmed while playing games?, does your dad still piss you off? Are you taking good care of yourself? Do you think about me? Do you hate me for not making things work? Or do you just not care? No contact was the only thing that helped me ease my pain, but sometimes that pain rears it's ugly head and makes me wonder, did my love really hurt you that much? You loved me too, those years you would show me your love and make sure I had no doubts. But being so sure of our relationship made it's ending so much worse. I'm sure you're doing just fine. Thank you for loving me, I hope you don't think I didn't love you for you. - Your ex bf and exfriend