Dirty fucking bastard. That's what my dad is. I hate to say it but I don't deserve to be treated the way he's treated me. Hell play so caring to his acquaintances. Don't need you? Acts like you're worthless. I don't need people like that. I'm human I have emotions too not that anyone cares in my family. I go through enough on a daily basis I don't need a drunken abusive uncaring so called father too. Least I'm smart enough NOT to abuse my meds. Don't matter what he does mom always defends him in the dog in the end leaving me hung out to dry on my own like me nor my feelings matter and I'm invalidated. Yay me.