My dad's an effing drunk. Ok. So this morning earlier he fucking exploded on me because I wouldn't allow him to do something. He doesn't normally act this way heavily influenced by drugs a mixture of meds. He Will always claim oh I just blacked out took 2 that's the last thing I remember. He's a fucking monster in between, mom won't do anything but hump up and take his abusive behavior. This is why I'm so numb to him. Over and over and over again. He claims no memory but I remember it all he apologizes for nothing. I felt like fucking hurting him. I did not deserve to be exploded on because baby can't get his way (he gets drunk and can't take care of his meds. He will fully have mom and I then to monitor them to him. ) but don't give him what he wants he makes you the enemy and turns into a fucking raging gorilla or grizzly bear. I need him out of my life plain and simple. That's why NOBODY will have anything to do with him cuz he ripped them off In past etc. I'm screaming forvengeance