I failed everyone... but nobody ask me why.. They say that I was lucky, but they don't know what's happening behind those closed doors, inside that house, inside the bathroom, inside my room (which supposed to be my safe space). No one ever in my family what I want, no family talk that will not end up physically hurting me just because I didn't/don't agree, just because I want to play, go out with friends.Npobody, no one. Still, I'm the one to blame.