I'm a stupid piece of shit who gets viscerally triggered when I hear someone more socially successful than me give a degrading opinion. I think I should take the tears and blood in my mouth because I'm weak, but I've grown to hate everyone who goes to the gym. I haven't been for years since I was always made fun of by teenagers, I get made fun of by perfect people online for being so 2 dimensional and easy to ridicule. I wouldn't want to be perfect myself, all I wanted was to share my shitty poetry full of convoluted sentences and pseudo-intellectual presumptions of philosophy I'd rather posture. I think I've earned being made fun of, that it's always my fault. I don't think I'm tough enough, but I want to kill everyone who engages in anything remotely patriarchal.