I just got in a huge fight with my fake toxic best friend and she tried to blame it on me and I've always felt like I was toxic and I think I'm even more toxic now and I feel like nobody actually wants me here and I'm thinking about ending it again and I feel like NOBODY would choose me first like nobody everybody has someone they'd like more even my siblings and parents and friends. I'm just so done I just want a real friend that would choose me over anything but I cant have that...