♡ TW Haha. I'm so happy. I cvt again after such a long time today!!! I always feel so ticklish when I cvt myself. Maybe it's because I can't go too deep, but it feels unbelievably goooood! It's sad to think there are people out there who haven't felt like this at least once in their lives FYI, i only ever feel this high when i cvt. It's probably wrong to think this way, but nothing else makes me feel this happy. I've tried so many things to make myself happy, but nothing's half as good as cvtting! Cvtting gets me out of my slump soo fast, it's like magic! I'll probably return to feeling empty by tomorrow, though I can't talk to people and my parents hate me, so cvtting is the secret third option!!! free therapy, as I like to call it. TBHHHH I would cvt everyday if it wasn't such a pain trying to stop the bleeding. I hate cleaning up more than anything. Can't I just feel ticklish forever? It's OK tho, i guess. cuz sh is the only thing that makes me happy these days