i'm kind of disgusted by my body for like a million reasons, and my family is NOT helping. i'm a trans man, and i have a binder, so i bind whenever i can because it actually makes me comfortable in a body that isn't mine. but my grandmother noticed, and commented on my chest today-- in a way to bring up my discomfort in a joking way i went "why you looking at my chest, freeakk ahahahha" but apparently i should NOT HAVE JOKED AROUND. she screamed at me ffor thirty minutes about how i "called her a pervert" (her words, not mine... maybe she's connecting the dots...) and then proceeded to make sexual comments about my body (i've told her not to do this),,, so that's how my 6am went, right before school. yaaayy.... i can't wait until i graduate, just gotta get through this year and it's freedom city (college) for me!!! wow!! the literal second i get some freedom it's so over for everyone... i'll finally see the man i am in the mirror. i just gotta hold on.