i genuinely hate myself i wish i could just die everyone hates me no one ever notices and i just wanna dissapear its not like anyone would notice or care. my mom prolly hates me she doesnt even love me maybe she doesnt care anymore im not mommys little girl anymore she yells, fights, also she puts everything over me i genuinely wanna die i hope that everyone could jst live a better life without me i just wanna die so badly but im too scared to do it plus im not valid cuz my sh doesnt bleed.