I feel so stupid Im in college and im set to finish in a year and im so so stupid my parents think im so smart but im not i just regurgitate information and then forget about it i have one internship sure but in the grand scheme of things that wont help me find a job bcs other have so many but my parents expect me to make so much i think they expect so much and so do my friends and i cant tell them that im struggling because i feel like ill be such a pick me and make everything about myself idk im just lost and im not doing good in my classes so far ive had two midterms and failed both i cant do it anymore people are expecting so much from me when ive never even been academic before i just cant sometimes i wonder if its better to just disappear just so i dont have to face them when i fail its so hard and im so unmotivated i cant even bring myself to finish my hw i just cant do it anymore i cant AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH