my mom is staying where she is at but instead of coming home she's going like hey I'll come get u and you'll live with us but I don't wanna get up and leave. That's all I did growing up and it's heartbreaking honestly. I have so many friends here and a decent paying job (even if I complain about it all the time) and I just can't. Like yeah I'm happy being by myself and I even got two cats but even then I still feel so alone. Anytime that I put myself out on dating or wanting to get to know someone it's immediately shot down and idk what to do anymore honestly. I feel so alone especially as the holidays approach and it sucks bc instead of us being able to take off we now have to work despite the GM being so so pro family / etc :/.
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