It turns out my counselors last year ditched my schedule request because I didn’t have legible handwriting. There’s this school that literally all of my friends are applying for, and i’m not going to get in because of that bullshit. I’m fairly certain that I will be the only one who doesn’t go, and my whole junior & senior year will be lonely as hell since I don’t know anybody else at my school. I’m worried what my friends will think of me & I feel like this will alter my life trajectory in ways that i’m not ready for, because some stupid counselors can’t call a meeting with me.