Hey cats? It's been a while. You sent me your last message months ago when I was in art class. I cried a little. Then I was back to being numb. I should hate you... I should resent you... But how could I when you were there for me during my hardest times? You left me several times before, after telling me your mom doesn't want you talking to people online. But I found you with another friend under another name, acting like I never existed. It hurt me. You, who always promised never to leave me, left me. And I was alone once again. Then, a year later, you left me again. By then, I knew that you would keep leaving me. After you returned, I had already slowly distanced myself emotionally from you. Then you left your last message... telling me that you were sorry and that this was the last message. That I was the best friend you ever had. But was I really? You told me to stay the same and to never change. I'm sorry. I probably changed in a bad way. You would be disappointed if you saw me.