I hate having a crush icl. My god I said I hate him I hate his guts he’s so ugly he’s rude I hate him this that and the third but yet I keep thinking of him. I hate the fact and I’m gaining a crush on him and I don’t even know if he liked me in the first place but all my friends said he did, they listed out ALL the facts and it’s evident but does he even like me anymore? I’ll be okay I think. I’d rather shit in my hands and give a standing ovation rather than date a popular guy again. It’s fucking terrible. Soon as you see the skinny short blondie with blue eyes that is somehow beautiful smart popular and athletic talking to him it’s OVER. I cant let myself like him it’s terrible, but then again I’m somehow so in love SAVE ME
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