bro im under so much fucking stress im behind on school by seven assignments i did an interview last week that i absolutely fucking sucked at and i dont think they're even going to get back to me, im doing this stupid course every tuesday and thursday five hours each and i think im going to fail, my dads a total control freak, i dont have any motivation to do my laundry, i dont have enough time to hangout with my friends, and when i do im just so tired i dont wanna be around them but i have to fake like im having fun, im stressing about college that i have to apply for in a couple months, im stressing about halloween and how i dont have a costume but everyone else does and i thought it was cool to be too old for halloween but apparently not and also im volunteering and i hate it i hate everyone there theyre all judgy and fake nice and i babysit and i love the kids but the family stresses me out and i lowk hate everything rn except my bf thinking bout him actually makes me feel better