I feel so disconnected. Like no one actually likes me and that my presence doesn't matter, because they can get along just fine without me. Which obviously doesn't mean they don't like me but like. And I'm going back into my little huddle of myself, I started getting too close to people and it scared me. I don't want to get attached again. I'm starting to avoid people, starting to want to be by myself, not wanting to get out of it either. There's a certain comfort in it, weirdly enough. I'm scared to allow myself to get too comfortable. I'm getting distant, even if not physically then in my head. And I can't tell people things again. I was able to be vulnerable at one point with my new people, but now I have trouble telling them anything... I cant tell them I'm struggling, no matter how much I might want to, I just can't do it.