my partner cheated on me and i gave them all i had..the love, the emotional support, my body, i made so many efforts like gifts, being loyal even tho they cheated on me during the first month of the relationship and i forgave them and never talked about it again cause i didnt want to annoy them, i always stayed up past my bed time for them, i was struggling with MDD (depression) but still i did all i could for them, im scared of pregnancy and stuff still i agreed just to see them happy but after 10 months of the relationship they cheated on me again and said it was complicated i broke up but stayed with them cause they were going through a rough period..but i was too i needed comfort too but i was so blind in love. It's been a year but i respect myself enough not to even look at them again but i still feel hurt and feel obsessive urge to know what made me cheat on a partner like me...