i actually dont know. aita? i didnt do anything yet but i feel mean. its just i want our friendship to be this close. this is our thing. the only thing we have in common that is just for us. it was supposed to be just us together this time. It really make sme sad but then I feel like an asshole. i feel really mean and like a horrible person for the person who im excluding. It's not that much. We're just twinning in outfits and she wanted to as well, and asked me to send her the link to buy the exact same clothes. I don't want to though. This was supposed to be our thing. i know I have to. Cuz otherwise im a really mean person. It's not like she's gonna be alone. our other fruends coming too wont be matching with us. it was originally supposed to be only us. :( how do i tell her no? no how do i accept that she will match with us too? i... ugh i feel horrible. am i a horrible person?