I want to kill myself during pms , it’s so hard and I often complain to my bsf who also has trouble with her mental health but I must admit she has it worse, but being the asshole I am I just Yap and yap and yap and she got mad at me and almost broke up with me… I begged her not to and now she hates me kinda idk if she regrets getting upset bc I do admit she was rlly mean but I don’t wanna loose her , I hate myself so much for it .