i'm so in love with my best friend but i can't get myself to express it to him. i hope he never finds out, but i also hope he does too. i've been so crazy about him for over a year now and i feel myself getting attached to him the more he opens up to me and the more he lets me be vulnerable with him. i can't get this off my mind. i can't tell if i actually love him or if i'm simply starting to obsess over him and the attention he gives. my heart hurts so much every time i think about it. i hope he never finds out how crazy i am about him. i'd seem insane. i don't think i deserve him. i love him, not in a romantic way but also not in a platonic way either. i feel so crazy. i wish i could just force my heart to stop beating for him.
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