Idek where to start. I'm just sad and angry most of the time. I'm tired of venting too. I moved to a shitty place (East Coast - Virginia) from beautiful Colorado (Broomfield!) because my son of a bitch loser, broke, porn-addict, alcoholic husband cheated on me and I had to leave him and his dog that I took care of. I moved in with a friend, and just trying to navigate life but it's so stressful. And that motherfucker keeps stressing me out but is so just so happy living his life, wanking to death on other women, drinking and partying all day. I tried to date here but genuinely people here are so fucking ugly and absolute dickheads personality-wise. I miss my midwestern folks, always nice to talk to, interesting, beautiful people inside and out. I miss my friends, my old life, my freedom, my safety to stay out late whenever I want. Idk what to do. I have an important thing I'm low key self sabotaging on. Idk what to do genuinely. I'm so heartbroken, bitter and angry at my husband.